While I’m not exactly whistling a happy tune just yet, I’m starting to think the universe has handed my case over to a serious player. You know those moments when you gaze out towards the horizon, feeling that strange blend of hope and bewilderment? That’s where I stand—caught between the urge to shuffle forward and the stubborn instinct to cling tight to the lessons life has gracefully thrust upon me. It’s like the cosmos is nudging us all towards radical transparency as we “tell the truth relentlessly.” With Neptune spinning in our sky, it feels both daunting and quite liberating to come clean, doesn’t it?

In this introspective journey, I explore the weight of honesty and its complexities that stem from my own life experiences, where integrity isn’t just a buzzword, but a guiding principle. Spoiler alert: it turns out that the most profound impacts come not from wealth or beauty, but from the unexpected, like the kind-hearted store owner who held on to his old ways, or my wise friend who stood confidently as his own person. So, what’s really at stake when we dare to embrace our authenticity amidst a world that often pushes us to conform?

Join me as I dive into this whirlwind of discovery, where every truth you speak may just be your ticket to genuine resonance. Ready to grab hold of your own reality? Because if you want to leave your mark—oh, it’s time to get serious about who you are!

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While I’m not home free, I finally feel my case is in the hands of a serious character. I immediately turned towards the horizon. I am not this case. It was something I did to serve myself and others. I did it because I could and because I should. I want to move on, but I also want to retain what I’ve learned about myself and life in general.

“Tell the truth relentlessly.” That means, when they lie, you tell the truth. When they use tricks, you tell the truth. Big words, fancy talk? Tell the truth. Scared? Tell the truth.

I have lived this ways for many decades. If you read my book; I lied to get a job in a bar when I was fifteen years old. I confessed that lie and took the resulting pay cut, when I was seventeen. I had to do it. I just couldn’t stand being a liar. I’ve discovered I’m an unusually coherent person and this is part of the reason why.

People always try to diagnose me. I have Neptune on my midheaven and people see what they see. It’s very hard  or me to parse, especially when they call me a liar! I look into a distorted mirror all the time, but my work in this case were clarified things for me. It is so simple. I am so simple.

Once the evidence landed in my hands, I was off to races, because I knew this was my job to do. It’s that “metaphysical commitment” I’ve written about. If I’m “in”, I am in until the cows come home, or as Bob Dylan writes, “’till the wheels fall off an burn”. Now, I want to sear what I’ve learned into my soul.

The Foundations of Resonance

· Axiom 1: Internal integrity precedes external impact.

When I look back on my life, it was not the rich people, the beautiful people, the famous people who ever impacted my life.  It was the Chinese store owner who checked my computerized invoice with an abacus, because it was his way.

It was, Al, at the old man’s bar, who told me if I never lied, I would never have to waste time tracking my lies. I would also never suffer the humiliation of being caught in a lie.

It’s people like my friend, Ben, who stood up for his right to be an individual, his entire life, at whatever cost.

I thought about giving counsel, since that’s what I do, along with many others. But which counselors impact you?  It is the one with the meme on twitter? Or is it the one who’s life is coherent? Their patterns are observable.

I started 3rd grade when I was six. I stole a truck when I was ten. I got a job as a bartender when I’m fifteen. Same girl, right? That’s coherence. At this stage, it should surprise no one, I think I can stand against a multibillion dollar company. Of course I can and of course I will.

If you want to have impact in this world, you have to pull yourself together.  Be a known quantity. Find your true design amongst all the noise, and broadcast it, always.  Through the hate, if need be. Especially through the hate.

The “noise” in your physical body has to be addressed as well.  Could I have done this, pre-Cromolyn? There’s no way. Gaslighting by a Fortune 50 company is next level.  When that doesn’t work, the retaliation begins. This is why people throw up their hands.

It you want the power to impact the external, you must find your true being and hold that note.

Insults – Truth
Mocking -> Truth
Gaslighting -> Truth
Retaliation -> Truth

You can see right there, who’s going to win.

Years ago, people used to write “testimonials” for me. There are pages of them and everyone says the same thing.  That’s coherence.

There’s a lot of pressure to align in this world. It’s the path of least resistance. When you buck it, people try to beat you into submission anyway they can. You will be shunned, for sure. But you will also pull in the people, the experiences and the “jobs” that are meant for you and you alone.  Worth it? You bet!l

You get me?